by redhotpump » August 22nd, 2010, 1:24 am
speaking of planting the seed in a straight guy...
when I was married I never entertained the the thought of gay sex. Even though I was also horny, and getting very little attention from the wife, so I frequented adult shops and porn, but never had the gay urge.
After my divorce, I bought a cheap vacuum pump. As my interest in vacuum pumping increased, I started to visit some gay sites, and found this site. I have listened to curse gay a couple times along with curse cum and some of the other file, and even have had a fantasy of a dom forcing me gay. I have chatted with guys, and even have tried meeting a guy. But even with all this, I'm still not sure I'm bi, and still attracted to women even though guy sex sounds so hot. I can look at gay porn at night, but during the day, don't find guys all that attractive. I chat with guys, but when it comes time to meet, I can't follow through, straight, guilt feelings come over me. Not sure I want to listen to file, but then I find myself looking at this thread every week looking for new posts.
So here I am guys, confused, but not sure I can be turned gay - feel free to make me subject