by iamli3 » May 16th, 2010, 1:40 pm
you know , when i was (at least i assume) on the edge of going into a depression back when i first found out about this i had wondered why my feelings were so extreme and that with reading up on other stories of this shit going "wrong" i wondered if this was because i have had some past experience with this was somehow "went wrong" and i have no recollection of it but all this remained , course with out any real facts to suggest that it is just pure speculation
but no i do not believe i have ever had any encounter with anything related to this subject till when i found out about it through a friend , first about the site "furmorphed" which eventually led to here
no no emotions im fine for those , it's the "feeling" part that even though i've been trying for a while now can not get down in the slightest
no i will not be needed any of that
ya i know it's pretty odd eh? but what i find even more odd is that ppl need to point out how im odd when we're on a site like this , oh the irony , LOL
oh nope , that simply can not happen , have to be careful of exactly what kind of "help" your getting , if only you knew just how enraged the very thought of them makes me , i can't say though cause i don't wanna get banned or anything
nor will i ever even consider such as an irl session , it would be pointless , as im sure they wouldn't make it through the front door.........
in topic related news , i've got a couple more listens in and it seems i was right and that every time i listen to mcgyver's "indunction 3" or w/e i unknowingly pass out at some point in the file and are not made aware of that until however long it takes for me to regain consciousness , well after the file is finished playing , and actually the gs indunction too last night which was next in the play list , now this to me only seems like this stuff is never goning to work for me.............
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iamli3 on May 16th, 2010, 1:49 pm, edited 1 time in total.