by Inanenoble » January 26th, 2010, 5:20 pm
I am in an odd situation where I am not even sure I have been going into a trance (In fact the original reason I got onto this site was to find "Trance Training" audio which was oddly difficult to find... Plenty of do it yourselves and fakes) and even though I started thinking I knew what a trance was and felt like (like my head was swimming, falling, or even blank) everyday I just don't know. It is like I forgot what a Trance is and have it confused for something else.
When I started it was pointless and RIGHT when I started to get anywhere, actual sensations during hypnosis and two moments of refreshment, suddenly I am getting worse and worse.
Sometimes Ill feel odd things here and there during hypnosis and sometimes I thought I was close to actually fulfilling what was said... but I never actually succeeded at any file no matter how simple. The strongest feeling I ever experienced during hypnosis was intense, nearly overwhelming, relaxation in my legs and that was it (which was more powerful then the hypnosis implied which was just waves of relaxation which also was just the induction so it wasn't a success). I know that my mind alone can force physical feelings on myself (I can trick myself into thinking I am chewing gum) without hypnosis so I am not even sure if the hypnosis is doing anything.
Another thing I am concerned about is during hypnosis I think I break trance constantly. Ill gasp all of a sudden (for no reason) and I think it breaks my trance and it happens almost everytime. As well sometimes when a trance is particularly relaxing it can even force my mind to wander. Lastly often when I do feel something during hypnosis I'll break it (which is apperantly common)
-I am sure 2 of the 3 can be fixed with practice. The Gasping though is either I breathe too shallow or I am subconsciously breaking hypnosis.
I think my self-doubt is counter productive and I don't think anything I said requires and different advice then you given anyone else.
I do have a question though:
How exactly am I supposed to be listening? I've heard passive listening, active listening, and even intent listening. Am I supposed to reflect on what has been said? Repeat everything in my head as it is being said? Honestly I am so confused.
Often I think the only reason I havn't given up so far, other then I think it is neat and the stench of failure, is that the hour or two I spend trying to go under hypnosis is rather relaxing and if done right, and my mind doesn't wander, it actually considerably calms me down.
Ill try some of what you suggested. A clearly defined, and simple, goal will be good so I guess that will help. I don't know if I have an analytical mind, what does that even really mean?
Oddly enough I am almost the opposite of the topic creator. I have an incredable (if a bit numbing/not vivid enough) easy time picturing things. I just get distracted by what is said sometimes if it sticks out such as stuttering or bad/wrong pronunciation often correcting it. (I also sometimes finish sentences before said)
Ps. Incredably sorry for the sporatic way this message is typed, I am not typing it from top to botton, and any spelling mistakes that may be inside. That and I am editing and adding more info. Though I think I said enough.