I think deep down inside that you know what it is you want. You should stop fighting the change and just let it happen you will be much happier when you do.
Gentlemen do you believe you were gay all along and this helped you too accpet it or do you feel that you were straight and this file changed your life.
Nothing beats having a big hard throbbing cock in your mouth bobbing your head up and down on that cock until it shoots a huge load down your throat. Who knows your wife might get off watching you suck another man off.
......... While you are downloading, grab all the files authored by Liann. They tend to strongly reinforce heterosexual attraction, women towards men, that kind of thing. I am sure you will be happy when you are singlemindedly fixated on sex with the opposite sex. The fact that you will be a female...