I need some advice. I listened to EMG curse castration file only twice. I am in tears I did not expect it to work that powerfully. Has anyone else used it and does it wear off. I can’t get an erection without pounding away for ages. Orgasm is miserable and find myself constantly limp. Please god I n...

Didn’t realize how powerful this curse is. Have. Tried to masturbate for several days. No erection and my whole body convulses if I try. Hoping someone will read this and give me permission please. Will beg if I need to. Thanks

Not sure that would be a good idea. Tried EMG castration and it scared the hell out of me and had to break the curse. Think I am very susceptible to hypnosis.

Understood and thank you, thank you. I just realized today while awaiting your response that I checked my balls and they are noticeably smaller. This is disturbing. I hope your permission helps. 2 weeks is a very long time for me who has masturbated and pleasured myself for my whole life without a p...

Was able to masturbate but was a struggle as curse was still trying to prevent me. Nothing like it was before. 2 weeks will be very long.

I have been listening everyday. I have not even been able to get erect and cock feeling very small. no erotic thought or arousal. Not even trying physical stimulation and gave up as my body convulses too much. stomach muscles too sore. Getting thoughtscof just wantingvto be in thevpresencecof a huge...

Tried to masturbate tonight. It has been over an hour so far. No success just pure frustration. This is crazy. Never thought curse would be so powerful. I am broken. I never thought this hypnosis would be so strong. I can’t stop listening to the file so very addictive so is a spiral.

Have tried to masturbate for over 2 hours now. I thought the curse would abate but it doesn’t. There is nothing I can do. I thought I could break it. I wanted to share. Sorry I am so desperate and thought you can share. Never thought this would have had such an effect. This is disturbing.

Another hour trying to mastutbate. No reaction. This is heartbreaking. No mercy.

And now I have my fingers in my mouth hoping it it is a big cock

Only 4 days out of 2 weeks have passed. Listening to the curse as bobatn instructed so he will give permission again after 2 weeks. Have noticed that although the curse said I would get horny I am getting the sense of feeling nothing. Cock is soft and have struggled to see at least I can get an erec...

I am seeking release. Sat here for a day trying to get an erection and cum. I see 600 people have read my posts. Is there anyone who might give me permission to masturbate. I am desperate

Oh thank you, thank you

Thank you EMG. The master. The voice in my head. Would serve you on my knees at any time.

Spent last night and into the early hours trying to masturbate without permission. Have notice my cock never has an erection although I have horny thoughts. Only been 2 days since last permission granted. A little scared people will think I am greedy but asking for permission again. Having to ask ev...

Oh god that was awful. Saw reply when I was out and read it. Too far from home. Have some mercy please

I have never masturbated outside of home, hotel or other residence. This is a rabbit hole I didn’t expect to have to go down. Is there anyway I can find some compromise. Not sure I can take photos but now realizing I am at the mercy of the forum readers which I understand are like me full of desire ...

Thank you just read your message. Does this mean I don’t have to upload the photo as I am very wary of doing something that could get me in trouble. Otherwise I have no option but to refrain for another week without permission.

2 hour time limit is approaching fast. Laying here phone in hand trembling hoping I can get final permission. It has been over a week now since listening to this curse on a daily basis. Just did not realize it would leave me limp and useless. This has affected me so completely and now addicted and h...

Oh god. Your demand is clear. I think I have to go with a week without masturbation. I am not comfortable with taking pictures of myself and uploading. Ami really held without orgasm for another week. Some may think I am making this up but I am her with the most limp cock going about my day with no ...

I am in tears. I chose to listen to this curse. I am desperate to get to cum in the ordinary way I used to have. Being a slave to a community that reads about my torment and torments me is unbearable

Thank you. A little scary as a very unusual file. But yes I am desperate

It is the permission to masturbate by EMG. For me very powerful. Not only permission needed but conditions set can be daunting.

Desperately need permission to masturbate. Couldn’t keep but keep listening to this file. Very powerful and addictive and has been 3 weeks now since I last masturbated. please help

Desperately need permission to masturbate. Couldn’t keep but keep listening to this file. Very powerful and addictive and has been 3 weeks now since I last masturbated. please help

Not sure I fully understand. I appreciate you being merciful but not sure who else is having fun

My penis has bounced to an erection just reading your message but cannot touch. Mercy please.

Please Glasnerven. I am looking for your approval. Who else in the forum I need to convince.

Oh god so I have to go buy a diaper. That is humiliating

An awful day. Finally gave in a went and bought adult diapers. To put one one was truly humiliating and disgusting. Wasn’t long to be able to cum as I,was desperate and disposed of it seeing the stains was horrific. Feeling very low afterwards

A little tearful to have fallen so low. Why is a diaper so prevalent here to reduce a man to be so base

I see a lot of people reading the thread. I would appreciate any comment or further humiliation after what I just did

Thank you . I will trtvthis evening. Verygnawty you can masturbate once standing using one finger to masturbate. Enjoy

Thank you . I will trtvthis evening. Verygnawty you can masturbate once standing using one finger to masturbate. Enjoy

To achromatic rainbow. So that didn’t go well. Edging lasted about 4 minutes so was ready to cum but held off to ruin with just a poor dribble and not sure orgasm even occurred. 3 weeks is a long time again

I understand I cannot request to masturbate just because I am horny. I need to be humiliated instead.

I Am learning quickly from this thread I need to accustom myself to humiliation. Not that I can expect straight forward permission to masturbate. I chose this and have to get used to it. I came in a diaper and had a ruined orgasm with no permission toncum 3 weeks afterwards. I have lost control whic...

Brown Bobby. Yea you are right. Why you said before is really sinking in. I think I do need to find control and realize the control and humiliation need to be respected. And will try and wait 3 weeks. I have given in. EMG curse is powerful so much more than I expected. Limp and never get erections o...

Verygnawty. Of course you may. I hope you enjoy having a hard penis and everything that comes with that. I have to wait 3 weeks now as don’t think I could even cum wearing a diaper and rub through it

Sounds like you have a lot going on especially with mistress having you work so hard. I hope it works out OK

Verygnawty. Intrigued by your situation. How did you end up wanting to masturbate so often. Is it the trigger or curse causing it

I wouldn’t mind seeing the text. Not that I will use as I am under 3 week lockdown before I can even consider masturbating. Just trying to understand what you are experiencing.My sub conscious curse is being very powerful and now making me shudder and convulse if I even think about wanting to mastur...

3rd day of a 3 week condition before I can masturbate set by a very thoughtful forum member who clearly understands what I need to consider in my journey. Really connecting with the fact this is pretty much chastity curse as I have no way to play with myself and have promised not to ask anyone else ...

Not planning on creating a file but interested in seeing the script if you can post or send. Thanks

Start of day 5 and woke up very horny but of course the curse is strong and getting very accustomed to its control. Feeling a sense of enslavement by the curse and condition set upon me. No partner to help me so this is very difficult today.

Really need help. Got through 12 days and very desperate. Effectively in chastity as this curse had really settled in. May I have permission from someone to masturbate the one time.

Thank you verygnawty especially without conditions attache.

After some soul searching decided to reinforce my predicament and listen to Cala curse. Just the third time of listening and feel this is very powerful suggestion of being a submissive slut ready for the humiliation. Experiencing already being able to edge with strong urge in my sub conscious to fig...

Listened to this file last night before going to sleep. I was awoken by my penis being harder than ever I can remember and highly aroused. Like my subconscious woke me up to realize that even though I was I was not able to masturbate. Had to try and go back to sleep hard and took over an hour to sub...

Sorry have no knowledge about that subject