Gooner ego-dissolution. ~15.5 min.
Sixteen minutes that empty you all the way out. I walk you into an edge-after-edge stroking loop and I use it to delete you, one thought at a time, until you can't hold an idea, can't remember why you started, and there's just a blank drooling thing stroking in the dark. You don't get to finish. Finishing would end the goon, and the goon is the entire point. I install sink as the way down into the empty, let go as you handing over whatever's left of you, and loser as the name for what's standing there once you're gone: nothing, a hole that strokes. I run it so hard you start to wonder if there was ever a you in there at all. The arousal isn't wired to a finish anymore, it's wired to the blank. And it's permanent, because you can't stop coming back to nothing.
Tags: femdom, gooner, mindless, ego dissolution, edging, denial, JOI, no climax, deep trance